The Dream

 its that time now...everyones off leaving for college and moving ahead with their lives, I can't wait to start either, but before I can I need to find myself...I know how cheesy and weird that sounds trust me.. saying it makes me cringe a little myself, but honestly I don't feel 100% me, I can't help but feel like there is something missing, and I can tell you now its not a person or thing that I am missing. it feels like so much more than that.
I have this empty pit where I have the craving to just leave and travel....

Most people take this as I want to keeping moving forever, but honestly I can't wait to settle down, I can't wait till college is over (not that I can't wait for college..its going to be insane) and I can start my life officially, where I have a nice job...that I enjoy of course.. and get married, and have kids. I can't wait to just start doing life, I feel like up until now everything we've done has been in preparation...crappy preparation but preparation nonetheless for the life ahead of us. And I just can't wait to hold the steering wheel to my own life. whether I am in Alaska or not, I know for a fact that I want a little log/lake cabin house...I have my whole house planned out..as seen below.

I'm not really sure where I was going with this....