My Future

I can't even count how many times I've been asked since I graduated, what College I was going to, or what I want to do in the future...and I'm never quite sure how to answer, I feel like I'm drowning on the inside when people ask me that question and that isn't an exaggeration and I know I'm not the only one out there that feels that way. I'm going to quite frank with you here, I don't actually know what I want to do in the future; well as far as a job goes anyway. I want a job that I enjoy so much to the point where it doesn't feel like I'm working at all. Harvey McKay once said

“Find something you love to do, and you'll never work a day in your life”

and quite frankly thats what I want I want to wake up every morning happy to go do something I love, I just have to find out what that is. But next time someone traps you with that question, don't tell them your job future, tell them you life future. You see I want to live somewhere away from the stresses of society (aka like Alaska), now that doesn't necessarily mean I want to live in a tree house by myself in the amazon eating bugs. I want to get married and have a mildly big family ( like 3 kids...I think haha), I want a family dog that comes to sleep on the bed on a saturday morning. I would love to live on a lake with a porch that look over looks the water, where I can stand and drink my morning tea and eat pancakes, wearing my hubbies shirt while looking out at the sun rise. I want to wake up next to my best friend every morning with the dog trying to squish between us as we laugh ; because thats the best thing about marriage right? You get to spend the rest of your life with your best friend and you just get to do life together. Yeah yeah I know I'm 17..I'm not thinking too much about that whole aspect yet I've got a lot to do before that (see the world ect, maybe with them though?hmm.), but I think when the time does come, its going to be bloody wicked. 

 I know that sounds like A LOT of wishful thinking but you know what? whats life with out a little wishing. No one has ever achieved their dreams without a little wishing and hope. 

So What do you want in your future?