Questions

Have you ever wanted to just a question, but have been to afraid of the answer you might receive or the way the person my react if you ask them that question? Because over the past few months I have found myself wanting ever more to ask questions.. but holding back. I've assumed instead out of fear of the truth or doubt of reality. 

Which hasn't aided me in anyway shape or form. In fact assuming has caused me a great deal of trouble and pain in the very recent past, and I have vowed to myself never again. On the other hand, I still can't bring myself to ask questions; If asked at all they are to myself in which I come to no truthful answer. 

Why do I assume in the first place?

Now that I know the answer to! Fear. Doubt. I assumed I wasn't good enough... For example just the fact that someone like that would even pay a second of attention to me was unbelievable to me, the idea that they would ever even think of me twice was unimaginable. So I just went with what I thought they wanted, instead of asking questions...because I feared that I'd bug them or piss them off. I don't know what I was thinking, I really don't. 
I couldn't even tell you why I am writing this right now...for anyone to see, but Hey oh well!