Becoming A Better Person

I've made a decision. I am going to become the change I wish to see in the world. Why you ask?

I've screwed up a lot in the last few weeks, I've hurt people, I've assumed things, and I've judged people. I've spent the last few weeks in a state of self hate, self pity and self destruction; I'm done with it. I'm done hurting the people I love. Even if it means hurting for awhile myself (give my heart sometime...it'll get there eventually.) 

From here on out, I'm going to be the new and improved me. I'm not saying by any means that i'm going to wake up tomorrow all peachy perfect; in-fact I don't think i'll ever be perfect. Heck I don't think anyone will ever be perfect. That right there is something I find so beautifully fascinating about the human race; we are all so different and unique, but despite our differences we form friendships and relationships with all our imperfections to show (I am aware some of us hide them.) 

But yeah back to being a better person...I've single handily managed to push away someone I really liked, I screwed it up big time... No I wasn't expecting to date and live happily ever after, but I wanted to have the chance to see the world with someone who wanted to see the world just as much as me. But no. I messed it up. So from here on out I am going to better myself inside and out. I'm going to take criticisms of me and turn them into self improvement. I want to prove to this world that I deserve to be here; I want to show how appreciative I am to wake up every morning in good health.