You're Not Alone In This World I Promise.

Do you ever just feel like you have no control over your head, and that it just feels so messed up in there that it gives you a headache? and it just hits you in waves of 'bollocks I'm messed up' and then it dies down for a few hours, days, weeks, sometimes even months? Do you ever just break down, or cry and you feel like the world doesn't make sense and then you start hyperventilating, and you don't know what to do with yourself? and then you think 'damn what am I doing with myself' and then you just kinda brush it all under a mat and pick yourself up and get it together and hide behind fake happiness? or is that just me? 

It can't just be me haha....I feel like we all do it. We all suffer from a hidden pain, or a hidden demon, and most of us choose to hide it, and neglect other peoples pain, but sometimes it can get a little overwhelming, and all you want is someone there for you at the end of the day to hug you and tell you its going to be okay and that they believe in you and that its okay to not be strong 100% of the time because no body is perfect. Just know that its okay to cry and to confront your fears because your not alone no matter how isolated you feel, and that if you ever have an issue, I'm all ears, and so are your friends and family. I have been down those dark alleys so many times, and Ive lost trust with 2 people I thought cared for me the most, I know what it feel like. You're not alone. No one is. I Promise.